A Boy..

You don't know what you did to me
you just don't have a clue,
you have no idea what it's like
to be me looking at you.
you've broken me up so badly,
it hurts to hear your name,
i often say that i hate you,
to try and ease the pain.
no matter how much crap i talk,
it won't change the way i feel,
i said i loved you 2 months ago,
and i love you still.
i don't know how you could be so mean,
you hurt me oh so bad,
i never thought a boy like you,
would make me this terribly sad.
but i must take the blame for this,
if only i hadn't fallen so hard,
i should have never trusted
a boy with a black heart.
i gave you my world
and you lied to my face,
when i needed you, you always
vanished without a trace.
you used to say you loved me,
you used to say you cared,
and every night on the phone
you wished that i was there.
but you never meant a word of that,
because you lied to me from the start,
why could i have been so stupid,
to hand a boy like you my heart.
i don't know why i still care,
i don't know what i see,
i just know I'm in love with a boy,
who doesn't give a damn about me.