Uncontrollable

I've never had tears
that I couldn't stop before
I've never had tears
that I couldn't control
and when you use to touch me
I'd feel it in your soul.

This cannot be my face
with the tears that constant leak
I cannot fight this battle
they keep falling down each cheek.

I use to control my feelings
but now your love takes the reins
and over my sweet eye lids
are beautiful tear stains.

And you say,
we'll have the memories
but thats all we'll ever be
and I don't want just memories
because you make me free.

But these tears just keep on flowing
and I can't take it anymore
I want myself in your arms
just like things were before.

And normally I can control my tears
but this time its so unreal
you tell me that you love me
yet you dont act on how you feel.

And these tears I can't control
giving me so many constant fears
but if I could control them
I guess they wouldn't call them tears.