Mom..

Mom
They told me that parents are suppose to go first
but i don't care
How am i suppose to live without you?
we had our fights
but that dosn't mean i hate you
When we left Dad you tried to stay strong
Working three jobs
we had just enough to survive
you were so strong
if i had to give up my life in order to save you
i would
I would've taken that lump right out of your breast
I would suffer to my death
for you
I know you didn't want me at first
Thought of abortion
but you didn't
I miss you so much
I want to hug you again
I want to fight for the phone
I want you to nag me
Please slap my wrist again
I beg you
I just want you back