Dad

I love you, really i do
But why is it that
If i lost you i would be fine

I think about people dying
It really makes me cry
But then i think about you
And it's like i don't even sigh

Why is that, i don't understand
You are my father, my protector
But when i think about you dying
It doesn't even phase me

I do not want anything to happen to you
In my head i know that
But in my heart, not so much
Why is that?

I need you in my life
I love you like a daughter loves her dad
You give me everything i want
But yet, for you i wouldn't fight

I hate myself for having these feelings
I am the biggest daddy's girl
But yet i feel like this
This is not normal at all

I love you so much
I want these feelings gone
If they don't leave soon
I will seriously loose my mind