Maybe its wrong for me to think about you like this.
\'never again\' i used to tell myself.
what happened to the girl who never let a guy get to her?
she let the boy take away her inner self
and stuff it into a duffle bag ready for the next contestant
my lifes a board game.
i get played so many times then they move on to the others.
love is not meant to be in this mindframe.
its supposed to be blocked out.
dead from external view.
bloodshed, heartache, nosebleed dead.
maybe this is what was intended.
for just being here and making a mess of things.
i deserve the worst that this life has to give.
i blame you.
the one who broke me in half
then expected me to come running back
like i had no life, no friends. nothing.
