Nobody's Someone

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*~@Nobody's Someone@~*

The words I said were true,
I said that I loved you.
But it's myself to blame,
For causing so much pain.
I took your love for granted,
Back when I had it.
Can we somehow forget the sorrow?
Will you come back tomorrow?
My life is such a mess,
I'm under so much stress.
My world is falling down,
Straight to the ground.
Everything's going wrong,
Ever since you've been gone.
Why did I wait?
Now it's just too late.
I've taken enough,
Life is just too rough.
I want to let it all out,
Scream and shout.
I gave you my heart and soul,
Now I'm losing control.
This is my opponent;
This one single moment;
I've tried to cool it,
But I'm about to lose it,
It's just me and the bullet.
Emotions running through my head,
As I lay down on my bed.
Remembering everything I read,
The way my emotions bled.
Thinking of the things you've said,
As I hold the barrel to my head.
I think of all my tries,
I think of all the lies.
As my fear of losing you gets bigger,
I close my eyes,
And pull the trigger.
Through my eyes you'll never see,
How much your love means to me.
You'll never know what you mean to me,
Never knowing what we can be.
Now the pain is gone,
Now my life is done,
I'm nobody's someone.

*~@Dedicated to the one I lost@~*

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