I am a mess
i cant get you out of my mind
The pain so deep it cuts me
I feel so hollow
i feel so much pain
Why do I always do this?
Repeat the same actions
Over and over again
never learning from the one before
Now I have lost you
Another walks out the door
With you it was different
I never actually held you
But it was over before it began
Too late before i realized
That you were the one
And that you wanted me
But i said I wanted another
How stupid can i be?
Oh if i could turn back time
Though i know i can not
And I know i will once again
wallow in my self pitty
Why me
Why do i always do this
Why cant I just learn
Why didn't I just Love YOU
Lonely now I will be
Unless you come back to me
I will apologize 1000 times over
Do what ever it takes
It is YOU i want
Please return to me.........
