It'll be alright

Im crying now, lying in bed
all my thoughts and my fears torturing my head
tears rolling silently down my cheeks
sobbing here quietly, feeling too weak
too weak to make it, too weak to breathe
everyone I ever fall for always seems to leave
I hope for this to be different, I want him to stay
and lying here alone I hope we'll find a way
my tears falling freely seem to ease the pain
I've found someone who is truly great, I'm falling in love again
filled with fear I lie there wondering whats real
wishing he was lying with me, wondering how he feels
and then I get a message, just saying night night
showing me he cares for me, and that it'll be alright