All Alone

Am I alone in this world
I want to cry
show the pain
hoping somebody will listen

I want someone to care
someone to tell me its alright

I want someone to help me
show me I'm not a failure
someone to see the pain I live with

I want it all to disappear
the pain
the hate for living
the thought of wanting to die every night

I can't help it
I feel like I have wronged people
I feel like everyone hates me
that no one deserves me

I put so much people in pain
made them cry
made them want to die

I am sorry for all the pain I have caused
sorry for making you want to die
but I want to too
all because of you
all because of people like you

Ever since
the day I realized
life was worthless
It has no gain or loss
so why must we live

I don't have the feeling of living
I see no reason
I see nothing

I hate having to lie
having to say I'm happy
so people don't want to get involved

I don't want to be cared for
because I will end up hurting you too
I will tell you things you don't want to hear

I will tell you I want to die
I wish there were no life
or a thought to be spoken

I am once again sorry
sorry for everything I have caused people