Lonely

I feel so scared and alone,
i\\\'m suffering from so much pain.

it\\\'s odd for me to feel any at all,
before you i never had love for God,
for my parent(s),
for my friends,
most of all for my boyfriend\\\'s,
cause they never did for me.

i was told i deserved better,
for each one.

Until i met you i didn\\\'t know what to do.

i actually had something to live for,
that was you.

you made me happy,
No one no one had done that before.

At age fourteen,
so many things where shown to me,
that im still figuring out today.