If Only You Knew..

The way you look
The way you smile
The way you laugh
You make it worthwhile
You make me smile
You light up my day
You're always there..
What can I say?
You're the only reason
I want to stay alive
You're the reason
I wanted to survive
I should've given up
But still I did refuse
Now you could care less
And I am so confused
I thought you cared
Maybe you still do
Right now I'm not sure
And I'm feeling blue..

Our friendships going down
And I don't know what to do
I think y0ou're letting go
But I'll never say We're through..
I care about you
Because you were my first
But in the end, it became
One of the worst
You hurt me so much
Yet I cannot let go
I don't know what to do..
Oh, if only you knew..