Broken

For this past while ive enjoyed breaking my flesh down with every sound i can conjure, ive loved being brought to my knees by the pain ive inflicted upon myself, ive been so warm in the coldest of times with this, but now is my chance to freeze

here i am again forceing myself, haveing nothing left to say, yet this mindless chatter continues because im afraid of your response, i have nothing more to give you than a mere goodbye