Mantra's

I don't want to do this anymore
i have to say i'm sorry
that it's over
but i don't know how
i said it before
again and again
convincing myself of nothing
i think i know now
maybe in time i'll regret
but for now let me say
that if i had my way
my heart would be yours
but i can't get my heart out of my head
i don't want to do this anymore
i have to say i'm sorry
did i say i love you?
sorry seems to be too hard
i sit
and wonder
staring into nothing
abyss is my solace
rain is my love
for you
going somewhere
unknown
then nothing
it wouldn't have worked anyway
and so
my new mantra is born