somedays i sit an think think back on yesterday on those laughs an crys i never thought that the memories we made would make me cry i kno how you felt but i didnt want you to die you cant blame me for helping some one so dear to me i just wanted you to be the best that you could be an now im here with nothing left but the pain in side there is nothing else left to gain
i dont kno if you understand or not was this all part of your plot things that id never wish on any one uve done to me i just dont see i cant help but cry these tears uve left me wiv fears an they eat me alive i kno how you feel cuz now i wanna die
so how could you do that to some one who meant everything to you i even helped you out wiv your boo no body should feel wat i feel inside i wear nothing but a mask on the outside so where friends oh plz dont give me all that its nothing but crap i cant even look in your face without waiting to slap you i cant believe everything everyone said was true
youve been using me an abusing me feeding me lies everyone tells my i dont know why you cry theyd never understand they never held you when you cryed they werent there when you lied straight to my face im such a big disgrace what did i do to you for you to do this to me ill never see i guess im just lost an this is where il stay an pray for better days
