I Wish

There is something about the look in your eyes
The way you smile
The way you always said my name
All these had me convinced
That what we had was something special
But really it was just something
I wish it could have been something special
I never did want us to part
You had my heart and still do
What can I say
There really isn't any way in me getting it back
Anytime soon
You just have a tight grip on it
I never want you to let it go
For the past few days
This is all I have been doing
Song after song
Poem after poem
What will me next
Maybe a website dedicated to you
I hope not
Because that be too much pain to handle
Every word that I write down
Means the world to me
Because they have you written in each one
I didn't mean for that to happen
It just did
I can't get over how much I really love you
I can't get over how special you made me feel
And how happy I was in your arms
Now that your gone
I have no one
No one who cares for me
I wish that
I could look in your eyes once
I wish that
I could see your smile once
Most of all
I wish that
I could hear your say my name once