This Pain

There is a pain
A pain I feel inside that hurts
Hurts so bad
I think I'm gonna die
Die from all that pain I feel inside
So deep inside
Deep inside my heart
That I cannot describe
It's building up
Forcing its way out
Out of my heart
And onto the words i speak
The words that hurt you
Hurt you so bad
So bad I begin to cry
A tear for every word
Every word I said
That brought you down
Down to where you were nothing
Nothing at all
But you came back up
And I fell
Fell to the ground
I felt the pain
I think I'm gonna die
Die from all the pain I feel inside
It hurts so bad
So bad I think I'm gonna die
Die from all the pain
Those words I said
I didn't mean anything
Just words of anger
Anger that took control of me
I don't know
What was going on
Only that I knew I was hurting you
I had no right
No right to hurt you
Or push you to the ground
I give you my hand
All you have to do is take it
And let me pull you back up
So I may never again
Put you down