I tried to look on the bright side
where it seems to be just as dark as mine
I tried to hope for the best
Althought what i believe is a lie
I tried to do my hardest
I wish i could live normally
But all i have to say
IF living normally is being blind
then i will just run into things
If living normally means being naive
then i will just be another human being
i wish i could change things
The way i wish they were
But what is...isnt was
What is... isnt were
What is... is where i am
And what is... is just a blur
I wish i could stop running
from the monsters in my head
i wish i could stop talking to myself
sometimes i wish i were dead
i tried so hard to change it all
but it all remained the same
because whe you try to change your life
your change More Than One
because when you try to change who i am
you cant believe me when i did
i tried all sorts of things
but i am running out of breath
and i tried to change me
I really did
And it wont show
But i wont change
I am constantly that low
im holding on
and if i change
that means that i let go
