Secretly hoping

When you close your eyes
I wonder what you see
I cross my fingers
Secretly hoping its me

I didnt realize I liked you
Till I was in too deep
Its a scary feeling boy
How extremes meet

your long gaze
makes me so weak
and I know for a fact
that I'll go on forever if I start to speak

So many things I want to say
But all I can do is whisper
How are you doing today?
Knowing all you want to talk about is her

I don't know what to do
I can't tell the signs
Feeling rejection from you
Im losing my mind

I want you so bad
I want you to know
These feelings so strong
I guess I want you to show

Some recognition
I want your fears to melt
At the feel of my attention
And let go