Sometimes I wanna cry
And sometimes I wanna die
when life seems so hopeless
and my heart feels so heavy
with sorrows and misery I feel each day
but I save my tears for the night
because only God should see me cry
I cannot be weak in the daylight
with people watching me
my soul must be my secret
That is my way to survive
When the darkness is all around me
I cannot find the tears to cry
the sorrow becomes a part of me
My mind is flying away from me
I don't wanna sleep, I don't wanna rest
I don't feel very strong anymore
My body is tired, my brain is froken
So most of my tears are never cried
