Tears to my angel

I read the words of an old friend
in a letter he once wrote me
i can't believe it had to end
he says that's how it should be

for his words change more each day
I'm lost in my broken mind
how am i to claim this is OK?
but now he's a friend i can't find

i try to see him now
try to talk to him on the phone
he's changed, and idk how
so i guess I'm all alone

he's out of reach from my hand
feel blind yet have sight
i don't understand
this can't be right

they told me for him i was to care
but now he's gone
not like he was ever there
god everything is so wrong!

he told me he'd never abandoned me
but he's left me alone in the dark
he said this would never be
he's gone yet i still wear his mark

this can't be!
he was the best friend i ever had
this just can't be!!
now he's left me so sad

*Cries alone into the dark angel on my bed side* cry to him "please let me hide"*