Inside

Bottled up inside,
are the things I've never said.
Though I try to hide,
the lines you've never read.

Floating on a cloud,
I've yet to make my mark.
Things not said aloud,
are more then often dark.

Drowning in the lies,
of which I've made myself.
Behind tear filled eyes,
dwell thoughts I'd rather shelf.

Happiness is over,
when the suffering is not.
Nothing is forever,
I must cherish what I got.

Don't take love for granted,
for soon it will all be gone.
All I ever wanted,
will be forced to move on.

The pain I'm feeling now,
won't disappear over night.
I will solve it some how,
will it ever be all right?

No more wishing for the past,
it wasn't meant to be.
This love will never last,
because you don't need me.

How can I make you see,
with out telling you what's inside?
I wish I could be free,
I wish I didn't have to hide.