My Dreams

I dream of being a star... But mommy tells me I\'ll never make it that far.
I tell mommy what I want to be.. She doesn\'t care.. i wonder if I\'ll even be alive to see..
Mommy hurts me really bad.. I have scars and bruses the just make me sad.. Mommy hits me because I\'m no good.. Thats why I always try to do what I should.
I didn\'t mean to spill my drink.. Mommy just grabbed me turned the freezing cold water on and threw me in the sink. She tells me how do you like it?!! ur all wet now.. I just wonder why mommy does this I just wonder how?
She never listens to what I say.. I just feel like I\'m her punching bag every single day.. My mommys right I am a peice of trash.. I wish she would just light me on fire so I could burn into ash..
I wish I could sleep all the time.. so mommy wont commite another crime.
I know shes gonna die soon.. or I will kill her so. Its either me or my mother.. and I think she has to go.