Then he'll feel the pain, and tears that I have cried

Haven't wrote for a while...mainly because I haven't felt the need. I write for emotional outlet, and life's been pretty good, until now...

We had such a great run of peace
minor fights, but mainly we ceased
to argue, but tonight all of that
has changed, my heart is flat

A few months, I didn't write
a few months, filled with light
and you had to go and break it
I'm a paper, that's just been lit

Burning down, crisping to black
now, I don't even wanna turn back
I'm done with these negotiations
life is now all confrontations

We're mortal enemies, and we can't stop
even if we want to, there is no top
to our hate, no plateau to our difference
we've rounded the circle, entire circumference

And still there is no real end
to this, but my will will never bend
to you, conform to your wishes or wants
after all these months, and all these taunts

I've lost all respect I ever had for you
This rhyme is coming from my heart, it's all true
my heart has been thrown out this window, it flew
I just there was a reset button, so I could start new

But there isn't, and never will be
I just wish that this man could see
the way he hurts me, and makes me feel
but he's a dictator, wanting me to kneel

And respect his every thought, worship the ground
where his feet have trod, and listen for any sound
coming from him, treat him like god, no matter what
he puts me through, in his hateful eyes, I'm a mutt

Worthless, and without use, I have no point in living
it's taking every ounce of my will to stop from shivving
that man, stabbing him to death, leave him to die
and then he'll feel the pain, and tears, that I have cried

*note* shivving is stabbing...a shiv is a knife, so it's basically the same as knifing ;-)