Poison Lips

Have you ever looked at a person that makes you want to die

But you canâ??t stand the fact that you want him in your life

From the joy that he gave you and the pain that he caused

To all the freaking scars that he left apon your heart

Have you ever looked back and something crossed your mind

That you was a prey to his web and never realized

Gave him everything, didnâ??t care for with it cost

That was my mistake, lost inside as I fall

I hate him wit a passion, a hate be on belief

I was a fool back then , the world is now giving me grief

I hate to say it so but, I still care for him

To look back at the days as I reminisce

Iâ??m inside my mind, Iâ??m stuck, I am caught

Underneath my skin is now where he rots

The brades have me unfolded, the knot have been untied

every time I think of him, another tear that I have cried

I sit here and wonder â??why I have this guiltâ??

You look in to my eyes and see the world is built

To the lies that he told me, to the lies he told his friend

I look up at the sky and wonder â??if this is the endâ??

Canâ??t take anymore, cant live another day

All because of him my life seems so grey

Never thought anyone cud effect me like this

Seeing the red blood as I cut my wrist

I think Iâ??ve gone crazy, just maybe and insane

From all the pain he caused, from his stupid ass games

I know his from his side it seems childish

But he doesnâ??t know the poison he left apon my lips