Why is it me that gets dragged in to the worst relationships what did i do so wrong to deserve this kind of punishment i hate thinking about him all the time because tears just start running wild and i cant stop them and it hurts so bad to want something that is so close yet so far away i hate him so much but i love him so much at the same time and it is making me crazy literally crazy and i want him to go away and leave me alone i want to quit all this and go back home where i belong not here worrying about him and what he is doing and who he is doing i cant say more because the pain is to strong i gotta go now and try to 4 get that mean ass boy friend......
