I called and called
But no one ansered
I called some more
With no one there
I got tired and leaned back the seat
And he began to rub my shoulders
I thought of calling you again
But I was too damn comfortable
I closed my eyes
And fell into a peaceful slumber
The car took a corner too quickly
I jumped, suddenly awake
His breath caressed my ear
He whispered that I was okay
Nimble fingers massaged my neck muscles
Sleep overcame me
And I awoke again
The comforting motions on my neck had stopped
With my back aching,
I needed to move once more
He resumed his tender kneading
Once again his breath found my ear
Whispering to me
Telling me to go back to sleep
The next thing I knew,
We were pulling into the driveway at home
From the darkness a voice called a farewell
I walked inside
And I was told that you had called while we were gone
My mind was too foggy to care
I climbed into bed, closing my eyes
But I missed the hands that had gently rubbed away my tension
Unable to sleep, I tossed and turned
I finally began to slip into unrelenting darkness
Dreaming of his hands massaging my back
But when I woke up the next morning, I asked myself a question
Why did I let him massage me, put me to sleep?
Right off, I knew the answer
Because you didn't pick up the phone
And I was hurt
One word from you
And nothing would have happened
How can I tell you what went on?
That I let another man touch me?
It wasn't something intimate
And I'm trying to get you to understand
But your look condemn me
Please just listen
I didn't mean to let it happen
I'll give you time to think the problem over
And I hope that you'll forgive me
