I'm trying hard
not to look back
but my past
keeps shadowing my future
somethings that I've lost
somethings that i've gained
somethings that I've done
are striking me back
and they hit me hard
on my head
and they keep telling me it was all too bad
maybe its just a perspective
my point of view
but unfortunately it seems so true
i feel like I'm tied with some unseen chord
and hanging above me is a double edged sword
its all now
coming back to me
my worst nightmares
have become free
The ground beneath me
is slipping away
I never knew
It's gonna be this way
Something tells me
somethings gonna happen
my mind's gonna blast up
in a second
These signs on the sand
are worrying me
all the hell ,has broken free
Total destruction,is what I see
annihilation is going to be
There's no escape for me
the more I try ,the more i get sucked in
Its a bit too harsh on me
I never thought this would be my destiny
Only if knew it had to be
its all,its all coming back to me
They've captured my soul
They've possessed my heart
but I'm trying hard to survive
because its just a phase
and it'll pass away
and I'll be back
at the first place
where it all begun
So i'm trying hard
not to look back.
