Lord

Why am I here,
and why can't I rest?
Is my love near,
or am I to remain on love's quest?
I don't know my future,
nor do I know where I am.
As I continue to go further,
I ask
how much longer until I'm a man?
I'm confused,
I'm too blind to see your path.
What's the use,
am I to repeat this past?
I'm puzzled,
what beauty does you wonders hold?
The devil left me riddled,
asking if you're the keeper to my soul?
I'm caught in a circle,
where I'm repeating each day.
I ask you is there a girl in this world,
in which I'm to marry someday?
I ask of you,
that when I sleep to help me see.
I beg of you,
to show me how you want me be.