......needs to be this way.......
If I died right now, would you still think about me
I just want to know what you will see
I want to know if you have told me everything that you want to say
Because I donâ??t want to leave it for another day
Because what would happen if I died?
Would you think about the days that I cried?
The days that I was without you were the days I was living a hell
You are my world and I hope that you can tell
I just want you to know how I feel
Before the day I die really does come real
A lot of the time I just donâ??t let it all out like I need to
Some people wonder if it is really true
Because some days I just get really mad
And it makes me seem really bad
But I truly am a good person to be around
I just get really mad at times and my emotions fall to the ground
and when they tell me to just be happy that I am alive
I want them all to know how hard it really is to survive
Living is just not right
And now I truly am not all right
So donâ??t even try to help me right now
I donâ??t even want to hear you right now
Just tell me what you need to say
Because it needs to be this way
