Why god

God please help me
over and over i have tried
and u seen me
getting pushed,laughed at
please take me
this would be the perfect time

why are all those people mocking me?
is it the way i look?
is it my race?
why god please tell me

why don't my parents acre about me?
what did i do?
what did i say?
is it my friends they don't like?

please god take me
take me where life will be better