He tells me he loves me, and those words come from him so easily, but I know better, he's just saying what I need to hear. He can't love me because his heart belongs to her.
She says she is my friend, and she only wants the best for me. Do me a favor then and remove this knife you have stuck into me. You can't love me either, because you're loving him...how could you do this me? I thought you were my friend.
He looks at me with sad eyes and then whispers, it wasn't suppose to happen this way. I can't choose who my heart belongs to, it just happened by mistake. I truly love you, but not enough to stay...
My heart is broken as I look at you holding her hand, wiping away her tears, you were suppose to love me, so why are you comforting her? You promised me forever, but now I see all love is a lie...I am so done with this life.
You tell me you do love me, and you want to be my friend, we both do, we just need you to try and understand. I've loved her from the first moment I saw her, but I was with you...I thought maybe the feelings would disappear but they only grew...
I can't be around this, it hurts too much, have a happy life without me in it. So as I sit here and look at the stars, I rest this blade on my arm. Can I truly do this and end my torment or should I try and survive knowing the love of my life is with my best friend...
I look to the stars for guidance but only see his face...I whisper I am sorry and slit my wrists...
