Stuck in the shadows
wanting to hide away
from the whole world.
Wanting to go to a place
where I can let all my pain go out.
Stuck in the middle of desolation,
stepping over my mistakes
far too many times.
Trapped in the net with
no where to escape to.
Wanting the impossible
the impossible you can
never give me.
My dreams scattered into a million small pieces.
Impossible to bring back
together all the magic
that moved the whole world.
All the strength that you gave
me to move on after
what that other guy, all the pain
he gave me at his cause.
You healed the wounds
one by one.
That place that I am seeking
so badly is going to be
a place where black, emptiness,
hate, loneliness, and pain can control over love and hope.
It will be a place where I can
finally feel that I fit and I don´t
have to put up an act.
The lonely place will be home
compared to what you gave me to survive with.
You shot me right in the chest.
Passing through my skin
and penetrating my heart.
So sick of standing here
crying over spilled milk.
Wondering what I should have done.
How can i go on in life?
You never taught me how to live without you?
How do I manage
without you at my side?
