I´m not Lying

I´m sick of lying
in the road letting
people drive trucks
over me.
I was sore.

I´m sick of pretending
to be the person I´m not.
Tired of trying to tell you.

I´m tired of trying
to tell you that
I love you.
I don´t care anymore.

I´m not lying when I say
I have tried the best
that I could do.
I´m not lying when
I say I love you.

I´m not lying next to you
and I never will.
There was a night
we needed more than
affection,
though neither would admit it.

To tell the truth it couldn´t
matter less
who wears the pants or
the dress,
but only who becomes
visible to whom.