by anni Jun 7, 2006
category :
Sadness, depression /
lost relationships
Putting on a smile, pretending she\'s okay. she fakes so many laughs in only just one day. he came and left so quickly, his feelings she knew would not last. so many times before it has happened. they say she\'s \'beautiful\' that they \'love\' her. after a while its hard to look in a mirror and believe any of it.they come and go. always the same thing, none of them ever say the truth. always left with a broken heart, all that she has left to remember the times they had are her memories. the scars are there to remind her of the pain, the heartbreak. everyone thinks she\'s fine. its getting harder to live from day to day. one day she wont be able to take it. she wont be able to make it through, the pain will consume her. one day everyone will see she wasnt okay, she never was. one day when her blood has staind the bedroom floor, when she\'s lying sprawled on the tile, they\'ll know she lived for him. they\'ll know she died of a broken heart. |