For My Friends

So what would you all think if I told you-
last night I cried myself to sleep?
Would you think Im just more emo now,
whose mind has become so weak?

But I didnt mention yet,
the number of friends Ive lost...
So many memories and so much pain

So far many have left
I feel as if theyve been gone for far too long...
I hold tight to what I have left here
You are the ones that keep me strong.

Please ignore my harsh words,
They are not really for you.
Its that this damned road to recovery
is just so hard to do...

So here Im saying thank you.
and apologizing for my past.
Although I cannot change it,
I hope the time we have will last.

Hero, Nancy, all Andy\'s and more....
Thanks so much for showing me the door...
with this key around my neck,
I am prepared, for what comes next...

(Thanks, everyone. XP )