Fading Into Satan's Arms

The dreams are fading from my eyes
And now the hatred come to lie
I don't know why the dreams are not real
All this haunting pain that I can feel

The pain fades when I am crying
It fades when I'm finally dieing
Alone with this blood streaking
Alone while this heart is breaking

No one see the pain hidden inside
No one understands why I cried
This black make-up is more then a disguise
It is the beginning of my demise

The scars hold true
To all these impossible things I do
I will fade to the dull colour of grey
All my secrets that I want to betray

The immortal pain that spreads deep
The pain that wakes my eternal sleep
At night I cry away my pride
Locked inside is the anger I hide

Tomorrow is the end
Tomorrow is upon us, dear friend
Fetch the coffin, fetch the patrons
It time for me to battle my satans

Kneel down in the silent church
I'll watch thee from my eternal perch
Bow down to my body, satan's lastest submission
Burn me to hell, bother not with permission

Throw my dusted remains
Into the winds, humanitarian complains
I'll drift away to hell's heat
I gave up, this is defeat

The damned are here for me
All this torture that is to be
I am defeated, I have cried
And this is my damned suicide

Thanks Megz and Jacinta for helping me when I got stuck! Please comment on this poem!