I'm scared to let go
because I'm scared to know
if i can make it without you
in my life
if i can actually stop using that razer-knife
i don't wanna be with you anymore
i know that for sure
but I'm scared that i wont have someone to hold
when i finally grow old
or someone who's always there
who i know always cares
but i need to move on
i need to finally be gone
I'm so tired of you
of what we do
I'm so ready to say we're really through
i want to take that next step
into something new
my life needs a change
to not ever be the same
i need something to help me ease this pain
i still want you
and i still need you
but i don't love you anymore
you still have a place in my heart
and have from the start
but i can't lie
I'm so tired of making you cry
and wanting to die
so it has to end
its so bad,
that we cant even be friends
I'm so sorry
because i promised you forever
but i never knew how hard that could be
i just didn't see
that its not that easy--
I'll miss you
