Confused*

You say you\\\'ll always be there for me,and that were good friends,but I\\\'m wondering if you will be there till the end.
For a while i regretted trying to be more,because it pushed to walk out the door,we stooped talking for a while,and it broke my heart not to hear your voice anymore,and all it would of took is one dial.
you tried to say you were sorry,but i turned and walked away,i didn\\\'t want you to see how weak i could really be,i finally realized that you mean the world to me.
so now were slowly talking again, and it makes me happy inside,i asked you why that you turned and made me cry,you say your just not ready for another try at love,that in your past it flew away like a dove.
i know you\\\'ve been threw a lot these days,and I\\\'m not trying to scare you away,I\\\'m not asking you to love me,just wondering if you ever could?
\\\"this is yucky poem it needs a lot of work but I\\\'m confused right now..so I\\\'ll just fix it later!!\\\"