In my deepest despair
i turn to see if you are there
and your are no where to be seen
In my greatest happiness i look for your smile
with the relazation its not there the joy doesnt seem worhtwhile
and with your smile your out reached hand dispeared
i once looked for your balanceing embrace
but that image of us has been earsed
the thought of us togther is almost gone
the memory lingers in my pain
and its heartache causes all my strain
it hurts like nothing else i have felt
with your loss the real me begins to fade
and replacing it is me growing more afraid
without you there to save me each time
