Pill for tears

I wish there was a crying pill
so when the choking
eyes water, but tears don\'t fall
you just pop in a pill,
and bam! instant relief

i got drama in my life, ain\'t worth my time, i got a guy who\'s more confused then a retarded person in a mirror house. i got friends tellin me opposite advice.
should i stay or should i go?

i said i love you. i can\'t take that back just like that. but i don\'t think he love me anyway. i really want this guy, but he said he\'s not worth me straight to my face. is that a line to make me feel guilty? or is that really how you feel?

i trust you with all my heart. and that\'s scarin the shit outta me, cause i feel the impact comin, i know there\'s gonna be somethin, and it\'s gonna break
i get weak in the knees everytime you say those sweet things, i\'m addicted to your smile and kisses. i can\'t let go. how can i leave you? when you\'ve been the realest man to me? you\'ve done everythin i\'ve asked, and treated me with the respect i deserve.

but then you at first treated me like dirt. went, and still go around with other girls and flirt. how am i suppose to handle that? i love you. but we\'re not together? you call me whenever you can, and yet we\'re not together? you hold my head up, and tell me not to cry, but you can\'t let me have the ability to claim you? why?

i need you. i can\'t believe you. i\'ve prayed for you every night i think about are you alright.

i swear, i wish there was a crying pill. cause the choking, and the tears refusing to come out, is killin my throat.

if you do leave me, for whatever reason, please don\'t forget me. cause i will never forget you. you promised when you get out you\'d see me first. i can\'t stand thinkin it. your gonna leave me. your goin away, how am i suppose to go to sleep? without hearin you tell me good night? you promised you\'d nvr leave.
now what am i to believe?