How can you tell...?

How can you tell when i say I'm perfectly fine? when you bring a tear to my eyes... ? how could you not tell that you ment everything to me...?

how can you tell that i am having a hard time..? that its overwhelming to me... and I'm just about to give up on everything...?

yeah, you might think I'm happy, and yes, it might look like I'm ok... but if you could see inside of me, you would turn the other way..

your so amazing ... and i think I'm falling in love but how can i know if you aren't willing to give me that shove...?
i feel amazing when I'm with you and i love the sound of your voice, but it kills me when your with her too...

i want you to know that your ripping out my heart.. you don't have any idea what your doing to me... and YES I AM FALLING APART..!!

you make me happy .. you make me laugh.. you make me smile and you always have had my back.. you give me so much and i love it all to death but the one thing that I'm still not getting from you is another chance..

so if your willing.. and if you care.. come to back me and i promise I'll be there.. i can do so much and you have seen it already.. but then you thought that its time to move on to Melly... how could you...? you know that shes a b!tc#.. she lies and cheats and then throws you in a ditch... shes using you to get back at me .. for taking you when you said i was everything need...

how can you tell...? shes gonna be true.. shes gonna be faithful... ands shes gonna give it all to you...?

i know that you just want to be friends but i don't know if i can handle it... i feel weak without your love...
we had SO much going for us and now its gone and I'm gonna thank you for all that you've done..

....CONGRATULATIONS......
you broke my heart.. you lied to my face... you told me things that will never be replaced... you cheated on me and thought you could get away.. but baby when i think about it .. i wouldn't want it any other way.. you told me you loved me and i thought you were true but now i see it guys aren't any different from what i thought could only be you...
you were SO unfaithful and i think now its more understanding .. cause baby i am done with you and everything you have to give...

~ i loved you once and yes i may still do but when i get over this.. I'm never coming back to you!!! ~

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kayla