I love you but-

I love you but-

I just don't have the heart to tell you
I missed my chance too
When you were putting out the signs
I never read between the lines
I said I had feelings for another guy
And that me and him were doing fine
You were hurt, I could tell
But deep in love I had already fell
A few days later you got a girl
Now you say she is your world
I missed my chance and I hate that
If only I could go back
And save everyone the hurt
My guy doesn't deserve to be treated like dirt
He cares for me, but I can't get you out of my mind
But I know it's not me, it's her who you devote your time
Every night I dream of you, and fake it with him
This is a never ending race and I know I'll never win
I know it's unfair to my boyfriend
And that I really should put things to an end
But he loves me like I love you
And that heartbreak isn't anything anyone should go through
But it's killing me
That much is plain to see
Your eyes, your lips, your hands
I can't get it out of my head
But you're with her, and I'm with him
In the end, I'm not going to win

Samantha