Dark fear (suicide)

She sits, lonely in the dark
not knowing what to do
with the silver gleaming
the metal grows heavy in her hand
i know i shouldn't do this
dropping the blade to the ground
she shakes with her sobs
the night over comes her corner
the sudden fear creeps in on her
the sobs settle
as the peace takes over
again the next night
with the blade at hand
she feels trapped
cold and misunderstood
as the blade comes closer
she sends out a prayer
please gods save my soul
don't put me with those
that misunderstand others
as she fades away
she gives out a simple cry
never give in to your dark fear
for you shall end up like me