It is the Christmas season
Yet I don't feel the spirit
I recieve gifts
Yet I feel no joy
I buy toys and such things for others
But I still feel gloomy
Even though I see more family each day,
I feel no need to greet or converse with them
I feel as if these winter winds have blown my happiness away
What has happened to the warm glow that usually grips me at this time of year?
I wish to be happy
And joyful and cheer!
Ah ha!
A sudden thought has wormed itself into my mind
I know why I feel so down!
I am holding myself back from these good times
I won't allow myself to enjoy these festive times
And now that I realize what is going on,
I can let myself go and have some fun
