Save me

Sitting here thinking of god know what,
these tears of mine are holding back,
hiding from the world,
when i go to sleep,
they will all rush out.

i might not make till tomorrow,
this pain is messing everything up,
i was having a good time,
then this overwhelming pain,
ticking like a time bomb,
will explode me into a million pieces.

i will scar a symbol of my apparition to what you've done,
it will release me from all my pain,
and remind me of the pain to come.

I will leave a lil note,
for you to read,
while you see my family fall to their knees,
asking why i had to leave.

you will remember every moment we shared,
and how u pushed me to do this,
and remember the last thing i said to you,
i love you,
while you choke on your words,
making up excuses so you don't have to say it back,
well say it now,
maybe just maybe,
you will save my life.