My reality is a nightmare, a mere death penalty

I'm so unperfect
my reality is a nightmare
a mere death penalty
why is this so unfair

a cry out for help
that you don't understand
its all gone
without a caring hand

i wanted you
but you left
watch my mascara run
laugh at the tears i have wept

I'm not like the rest
but you don't care
I'm just so unperfect
my reality is a nightmare

i tried to be great
but it didn't work
i tried to measure up
but i will never be her

you say she is just a friend
but i don't believe it
i know the truth
all of the pieces to the puzzle fit

she is better
she is everything to you, i see
she is prettier
but i just wish she was me

i wish i was good enough
but I'm not
you said you loved me
don't you remember, my mistake, i know you forgot

i cried too many tears
i just can't handle it anymore
you don't love me
so what is there left to live for?