I find myself falling
Falling deeper & deeper
Each & everyday
I'm lost
I cant do anything rite
I am always doing wrong
People look @ me
As if i am a stupid lil' girl
A girl
Trying her hardest
2 fit in2 a world
A world i wont ever be able 2 make it in
Every1 tells me
Turn around
Go back
U cant make it
There is nothing u can do
In dis world
I break down
When i hear them talk
It hurts like hell
I hide everythin i feel
Deep in2 my heart
Secretly i am falling
Falling deeper and deeper
Each & every day
People look at me
They think i am doing good
But deep down
My heart is slowly breaking
Slowly falling 2 pieces
I don't no how much more i can take
B4 i really break down
There are nights
Nights i cant sleep
Cos i am scared of the dreams
The dreams that hurt me
When i wake up in the morning
There are times i am afraid
Afraid 2 fall asleep
Cos i don't want morning to come
I want to stay in my bed
Where i feel safe
Where i feel like no 1
Is ever going to hurt me
No, not again
Yeah, i seem happy
But deep down
I am the saddest person alive
There are things i have done wrong
There are things i wish i could take back
There are things i wish i never did
But i cant take them back
I have to live with them
For the rest of my life
Deep down
My heart is breaking
I see myself
Falling deeper & deeper
Each and every day
There is no way out...
