I know i have failed

I know i have failed and i am so sorry for that. I guess really I\\\'m not a good friend. You say i am but where do you get that?

You are sad and i cant help, i want to make things better but how can i if you wont let me in? You say they all have tried, but have failed i guess i am just like them.

You need a boyfriend to help forget your past, friends are suppose to help do that, so i guess i have failed, because i cant seem to help, i don\\\'t know how.

You are my friend of course, everything about you seemed so wonderful, you hid the pain so well. The pain is now bursting out, flowing like a river and i don\\\'t know how to make you feel better.

You say \\\"your a good friend you let me talk while you listened\\\" but is that what a good friend would do? Does a good friend leave others to fend for themselves and feel like a failure when they cant make it all better?

I know i have failed, i somehow let you down, and i am sorry i wish that you could not forgive me, i don\\\'t deserve you, you deserve better.

You have turned into me and i into you, no longer do i know what to do, i wish i could help but i don\\\'t know how, you deserve better and that i already have.