See my pain { by the boyfriend }

Feel the pain i feel
feel the rage i keep
feel the anger that drives me
and see that Ive fallen deep

see that i cant get out
see that I'm close to death
see that i wanna kill myself
I'm on my last breath

notice that I'm hurting
notice that inside I'm dead
notice that I'm angry
and its flowing through my head

look at all my emptiness
look at the beast locked in a crate
look and you will see
that my heart is full of hate

find out all my secrets
find out all my care
find all of my thoughts
and you'll see all my despair

you'll see that i am lonely
you'll see I'm close to snap
you'll see that i am sick of
everybody's crap

fed up with everything
fed up with this knife
fed up with the pain i have
trying to take my life

by Jason garton