This Relationship, my feelings, and your doings...

DEPRESSED. CONFUSED. TIRED. INSOMNIA. SICK. ALL CRIED OUT. LONELY. ANGRY. BLUE. SAD. MAD. NOSTALGIC. LONGING FOR THE PAST. TRYING. CAN'T LET GO. CAN'T MOVE ON. WILL MOVE ON. MISTAKE. REGRET. RELIEVED. TOGETHER. EACH OTHER. HEARTACHE. PAIN. PLEASURE. TEARS. SMILES. CRUSH. LIKE. LUST. LOVE. TRULY. MADLY. DEEPLY. HATE. HURT. LONGING FOR THE PAST. PRESENT. WONDERING ABOUT THE FUTURE. HOPING. WISHING. CARING. CAN'T REPLACE. WILL REPLACE. NO ONE TO TAKE YOUR PLACE. YOUR EMBRACE. YOUR KISSES. YOUR WORDS. YOUR LAUGH. YOUR SMILE. YOUR LOVE. YOUR TOUCH. YOUR SEX. YOUR VOICE. YOUR SMELL. OUR LOVE. OUR MEMORIES. OUR SPOT. OUR SONG. OUR PHONE CALLS. OUR CONVERSATIONS. OUR ANNIVERSARY. GONE. DISSIPATE. DOWN THE DRAIN. FLUSH AWAY. EMPTY. NUMB. LOST. STRESSED. INSANE. QUESTIONS. UNANSWERED. REASON. WHY. PITY. SORRY. UNFAITHFUL. STUPID. HEART. BRUISED. FRAGILE. CRUSHED. SHATTERED. BROKEN. FAST FORWARD. ESCAPE. REWIND. REMINISCE. DISAPPOINTED. CHANGE. EMOTIONS. PROMISE. BROKEN. REAL. TRUTH. FAKE. LIES. A FRONT. HIDE. TWISTED. WANTING. NEEDING. YOU. US. ANYTHING. EVERYTHING. NOTHING. HIGH. DRUNK. HEROIN. CRACK. COCAINE. MARIJUANA. ALCOHOL. CIGARETTES. ANTI-DRUG. ADDICTED. FOREVER. CUT TOO SHORT. TOO FAST. TOO SOON. ELIXIR. RECOVER. TORN. TIME. NAIVE. ARTIFICIAL. CAUGHT UP. LEARNED. TURN AROUND. WALK AWAY. TOO LATE. BACK. SUFFER. SUFFOCATE. LOST CONTROL. TRY. FORGET. FORGIVE. DON'T FORGET. OBSESSED. INFATUATED. ILLUSION. DELUSIONAL. BEGGING. PLEADING. NO EXCUSES. IMPOSSIBLE. WORRIES. RELATE. UNDERSTAND. FEEL. KILL. LIVE TO DIE. DIE TO LIVE. MAZE. EXIT. CONCLUSION. THE END. QUIT. START. ONLY THE BEGINNING. NEVER ENDING. COMPLETE. SUBTRACT. ALONE. WITHOUT. INCOMPLETE. NOW. THEN. FALL. UP. DOWN. DROP. PICK UP. TOO TOUGH. AIN'T ENOUGH. WORTH IT. GARBAGE. SACRIFICE. HELP. PROBLEMS. STRAIGHT. BORED. IF. GO ASTRAY. YESTERDAY. TODAY. ANOTHER DAY. BRIGHTER. SUNSHINE. CLOUDS. RAIN. THUNDERSTORM. WITHOUT YOU. TELL ME. WHAT. WHEN. ONLY. DREAM. WAKEUP. NIGHTMARE. WASH AWAY. IN MY MIND. ALWAYS BEEN. IS. WILL BE. YOUR LADY. YOUR GIRL. THE ONE. CRASH. BURN. GOODBYE. FOR NOW. MAYBE. AGAIN. SOMEDAY